Recent Event?
Tuesday, January 29, 2002
*even more of a happy dance*
hehe, i got my cam in the mail ^_^ i'm working on setting it up, but i've been sick and feeling like shit since friday...that and i've been super busy trying to catch up on all the various in class things that i've missed in the 2 days that i've missed school...damn being sick...oh well, at least i'm not throwing up agian...although in some cases, not being able to breathe half the time could be worse...heh...i didn't go to the shrink this week....but i need to...my brain is getting a little on the messed up side agian, and i only know that because i feel 'normal' for me....and to the standard emotional person, that means you feel shitty 20/6 (hey, i gotta sleep sometimes...even though i don't like to...hehe, me and my 4 hours of sleep a night) at least i'm better than i used to be.....right? i think that's good.......
Tuesday, January 22, 2002
*happy dance*
i'm getting a cam! ....i'm joyful, i like having new things to play with and mess around with...hehe ^_^ i don't have much to say today....i'm all talked out cuz i went to the theripist this afternoon... it went well, like always, at least i'm not crying and emotionally draining myself like that one week....heh....
Saturday, January 19, 2002
oh.... one quick little note
now that i've got a small photo page up... i'm working on getting a webcam ^_^ so if anyone has any suggestions or recomendations for a nice, medium quality webcam for under $100, it'd be great if you could tell me...thankies everyone.... ^_^
bleh.....
i hate being sick.... yes, i knew i wasn't supposed to jump in the puddles, and yes, i knew i should have dried off, and yes, i knew i was going to get sick, but guess what i did? yep, ignored all of the little warnings in my head and went jumping in all the puddles i could find and running out in the rain, and getting absolutly soaked. It f*cking rocked! and then when it was all over and i tried to go to bed last night.....i found a slight problem with all of my fun. i coulden't sleep, coulden't eat, and felt like shit. so i end up getting about four hours of slep, and that's only because i managed to pass out for about two hours at a time. but the real fun came when i woke up this morning... i threw up a little under 15 minutes after i woke up. oh joy. and after that, about 45 minutes later... i got to throw up agian. more joy. and about 30 minutes after that, i got to throw up a third time. loads of joy..... but that's all ok, because i feel sooooo much better now and i should be well enough to go out tonight or tomorrow, so the three day weekend isn't wasted. ^_^ oh, and everyone? sorry if this post was a little strange.... i just feel quite out of it at the moment.
Monday, January 14, 2002
good afternoon, govn'er
(note: once agian, post has nothing to do with the title)
wow.... posting twice in one week? i'm amazed with myself. Of course this will end up being really short and sucky, but that's ok at the moment....err..well, it's ok because i don't feel like fixing it, so you, my dear invisible readers, will have to put up with it. Today was ok.... not anything really good, and not anything really bad.. right straight down the middle. Oh, and if anyone wants a link for some odd reason on my blog, you can just e-mail me and i'll put one up as soon as i can (S_V23@yahoo.com) If anyone has any comments/questions/suggestions for my blog, they can send it to the same address.... and i might change something if i can get off my ass to update a bit more often.
Friday, January 11, 2002
plate frisbee
(note: post has nothing to do with the title)
ok, so since i've been requested to post by some people (kelsea...) i'm gonna try to do a nice long post because i haven't done one in awhile. but before our regularly scheduled blog, my new years resolution : fix my brain. i know, it's shitty, but i need to be able to think like a person, and not like me. back to the blogness. for my invisible readers, who i know just missed me so much while i was not posting for about a month, i'm gonna explain a bit of stuff that's happened now that i'm back in school ( break was great.....but i'd rather not get into lots of detail here ^_^) it's odd, i've been feeling really good and really bad at the same time, but i have alot more energy, and that's great for me, because at school i can put it all to good use insted of...well.... self destructive behavior. for the last like month or so, i've felt really really good all the time, and i can't stop smiling sometimes, and i don't even know why i'm smiling to begin with. maybe my brain is starting to fix itself.... i know i'm not better, but maybe i'm getting there? i haven't gotten a really super bad trigger for about 5 days... (it's along time when you have to fight with your brain to stay safe), and i haven't si'ed for two months tomorrow.....and that's great for me, someday i hope i'll make it all the way to a whole year... ^_^ .... well now so i can stay up all night, i'm gonna go grab some dinner and a coke or something, so i'll post as soon as i can or as soon as it's requested of me
Sunday, January 06, 2002
on a note that is like the first, yet entirely different
i'm super hyper/happy, and i don't really know why..... hugs for everyone! wow... watch the ashley be joyful and watch how quickly she crashes! 5......so as i was saying... damn i crash quick. nails are still pointy, brain is still a little off, but better...... nekko-chan motomeru chokkura aiji................i need sleep....nighty night everyone
Links
mail me?Will
Kelsea
Hotaru
Coff
Ashton
Shorty
Pearl
Star
Terra
Alli-poo!
Want a Comment system?
