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Friday, June 28, 2002
.......oh, and....
since hotaru asked for it.....
Come take the Comprehensive DDR Personality Test!
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hrm......i really don't like to title my posts...
......something is wrong. and it makes me sad.....i feel so....withdrawn i suppose.....an empty shell of myself....i can't stand being on the internet even.....i'd sign off....but it feels even worse to be away from it.....it's my favored route of escape...even though lately i've been reading my summer reading....to absorb myself in that world....to get away from this one....or staring into my posters.....making a whole story to them in my mind....just to get away.....you know, at first i didn't think anything was more wrong than usual....but now that leaf is asking me all the time if something is wrong....it worries me....it worries me that i worry her....makes me sad...makes the shell-like feeling stronger....makes the ever present want...no, need to escape stronger.....thank goddess that i'll be leaving soon....even if it's not for very long....it'll push the desire down...beat it back before it moves over me completely.....heh, everyone who went to school with me last year remembers my really f'ed up plans to try and get away....ah, the idiot that i was....and still am now sometimes.....we won't even go into discussion about sunday....even though it eats me up inside....well anyway....i got my hair done today....and while i was there i finished Boy's Life ....it was pretty good....and over the next few days i want to finish up the other required book...so that while i'm on the plane i can read what i like...but what to choose for the plane....? ....i was thinking maybe some sherri s. tepper...or however you spell her name.....she wrote Grass....and i rather enjoyed it.....so i'd like to read some of her other work....but what to choose for the other two books....? hmm.....oh hell, i know......i'll reread idoru...! i haven't touched it since 6th grade.....when it was in the library....but i'll track down a copy somewhere...i really hope it's at borders...heh,i barely even remember what it was about....*looks it up on amazon*...oh yeah....sci-fi set in japan...heh...dammit though..they changed the cover.....the cover before was so cool.....*sigh*...things change, things change.....not to say that change is bad.....just sometimes....it's so dissapointing......*frown*
Thursday, June 27, 2002
well...
....so i talked to her....on tuesday....thank goddess she was ok....we were all so worried....hmm....this cough i have seems to be getting more sickly sounding....i've had it for a week or so now....but it didn't start getting bad until i was crying on monday.....and i'd cough so bad i'd almost hurl....erm.....i don't like it.....my pants smell like silly putty! (uh....random ^_^;;;;;;;)
Monday, June 24, 2002
the weekend......er, well....sunday and monday.....
so sunday i went to hapas with the "blogging community" (minus kelsea) ....but i'm sure you've already heard about that from her ....heh....so we stayed up afterwards....talking and shit....till about 5 30....then i woke up around 7 30.....shut off the alarm....went back to sleep for another 2 hours or so....then i got up....took a shower and all that stuff....then i went to class...and the rest of the "blogging community" went to the mall.....then i met up with them....and we go play ddr...then we went and saw lilo and stich...*big super happy grin* ...such a good movie...^_^! ...then after....we go outside....and these random dudes are breakdancing.....and we watch for awhile...then sheleft....then we go watch people play ddr....then some of us go play after them...and we were on the last stage...and...*starts sobbing agian* .....and then she had a ceizure....and....we had to call 911....and i feel so bad....because all i could do was sit there crying my eyes out and try and make sure she was ok.....and it was so scary...her eyes....her eyes were all red and she had no idea what was happening....she didn't even remember where she was after she finally came out of it....these people came over and helped us....until the ambulence came.....she didn't even remember where she was after she finally came out of it..while the paramedics helped her....and they asked me and her sis questions....and then they took her away to the er....and we had to stay in the parking lot until hotaru's mom brang the car over....and we went to the hospital....and had to just sit in the waiting room....and it seemed like forever...i called my 'rents.....and then her 'rents came....and it seemed like forever before we could go in and see her....and then they let us in.....and she didn't remember it at all....and it was so scary...and they made us leave pretty quickly....i don't even know if they let her come home tonight....i'm so scared right now...hotaru's mom was really nice though...we got a little something to eat at jack-off-your-ass......and she took us home.....neeh....i'm way tired from crying right now.....i really need some sleep.....=/
Sunday, June 23, 2002
'What kind of Wing
are you?' by. Xera
now i'll never be able to fly away.......
kickin kiwi lime.........or whatever they call the green koolaid....
.....course, i'd prefer to dye my hair with the berry blue stuff.....but you know, kiwi lime highlights in the blue would not only taste damn good.....they would look nice too....but leaf says i should wait until after i get back....then time for koolaid dying....yay ^_^ .......i sometimes wish that i'd learn my lesson and be more careful with lighters.....i don't really like burning the side of my nail......ne, oh well......
Thursday, June 20, 2002
....so.....
yesterday was fun......i went on an adventure for coff's b-day.....we had our own theater...(sorta) ...and i did lots of ddr....^_^! i'm getting better...but i'm still not that great....had japanese class....and after, i went up to the tech lab and found the papers that i lost there....^_^!! i'm soooooooo happy ~=^_^=~ *is floating on cloud 9* ....and today wasn't too intresting.....i didn't do anything special....but this evening....something feels wrong....i was ok during most of the day....but now....i dunno....ooh, and today i watched a grasshopper...! it was cool....it was nice, and didn't scare the crap outta me....^_^
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Sunday, June 16, 2002
evening observations.....
1. the roaches in my house are breeding with something else and turning red. i don't know why the hell they are red, but they are.
2. i slept for 11 hours last night. what the hell is wrong with me.....? o.o;;
3. leaving papers in the back of your black book that arn't attached to the book at all is bad when some of those papers fall out and get left in the computer room at maui community college...>.<
4. i have a quiz that hotaru dosn't have yet.....*evil laugh*
.....that is all.....more next eve...?
What kind of ANGEL are you?
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Saturday, June 15, 2002
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oh, and...
i got coffee before class...^_^ ....course i'm in class right now without the coffee....but that's ok..because i finished my yummy coffee ^_^!
....evil espn....evil, dammit!
...so last night, i'm hanging out doing a little chat on aol after eunice crashed last night.....and i turn on the tv thingie to espn (where they play the world cup) at 1 30am...and is there my fucking soccer!?! no......just fucking baseball!.....*cries* .....soccer! why have you forsaken me! >.<
Friday, June 14, 2002
woo! korea! woo!
yeah...so earlier this morning (read:2 15am) ...i was bored...so i said in my mind "i wonder if fifa world cup soccer is on?" so i turn the tv on and go until i reach ch. 26......"ooh! it's on!"....so i'm watching them play, and then i turn it to 27 to see what's on the other channel that plays world cup.....and then "ooh! it's on here too!" ....so half the time i'm watching the pol:usa match and the other half of the time i'm watching the por:kor match....and korea won!! ^_^!!!!! ......and i got to see the korea hotties.....*_* ......and now i'm waiting until 1 30am this morning to watch this random match between.....uh....someone and england....i think >.<......and on another note.....
Stalk bunnywunny_~!
Wednesday, June 12, 2002
I was meant to be a member of Dir en Grey! I'm just Goth enough to be cool, but still easygoing enough to be popular.
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wheehee...finished!
yeah...so once agian, for those of you who have this blog published under pinkllama.blogspot.com, this blog is moving...so if you could please change your links and bookmarks to point at http://tormentedsouls.net/~venus_ivy/blog.html ....i would be super thankful....^_^
Monday, June 10, 2002
hey, attention please.....!
for those of you who have this blog bookmarked under pinkllama.blogspot.com, please be prepared to soon update your links as i work on moving this blog and changing the entire layout. for now, be amused by the changes in the hum of your computer....^_^ (and yes, i know that right now my blog looks like shit.....i'm working on that part of it.....^_^;; )
Saturday, June 08, 2002
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Thursday, June 06, 2002
hmm.....oh, it's a break!
heh....random mid-class break....i think i'm about to cry....=/......but i don't really know why i feel that way at all....i want a new layout for my blog now...! i want to put lots of cool tables and some more linkies and maybe some better piccies....and a complete redesign for the index/homepage of my mini little empire of sites that i really need to update....heh...why the fuck is this damn computer in spanish? ....but anyway...for those of you who have had to deal with the few pages that are now password protected...all you have to do is ask me for the damn password....! heh...not like any of you people out there care....and now for a short list!
1. update the regular cam.....although i do like the pic that's on there now from before the end of the year dance thing...
2. update the index page with a new layout and such...heh
3. get a new design for this blog.....lots of more prettyness!
4. move this blog off of blogspot and make a little cam piccie up in the corner so it's lots easier to view.....heh
5. upload the 50+ piccies i have from fanime (yes, i know it was over a month ago....everything takes awhile at my house...)
6. put the fanime piccies in an easy-to-load pic pages
7. any other suggestions and such that i should do after i'm done.....
ah, now everything is much tider...! yay ^_^
wed. and some of thurs...........
wed...
i have japanese.
the day is mostly empty.
i go hot topic.
thurs...
the hole has returned.
web design is a good class.
i learn quite a lot.
Wednesday, June 05, 2002
18
I act like I'm 18.
This test was brought to you by Liam - Serving you fresh farce daily. Take it here.
two days, in haikus.........and maybe some regular text =P
monday:
i go in ocean.
it is kelsea's b-day today.
she happy, me smile.
(happy b-day kelsea....! someday i'll be able to skip a stone good......heh)
tuesday, 1 25am (approx.)
i watch the world cup.
hotaru and me still up.
i <3 korea!
(yay! they won! joy!.....now all they have to do is be the top two for group....d i think...)
tuesday, 8 30am (approx.)
i wake up, breakfast.
chill with friends all day, play ddr. (pretend that's one syllable, dammit! XD)
class at MCC.
(yesterday was fun, but really tiring....kelsea, you finally passed a standard! yay! ....class is nice, the teacher is pretty cool....we'll see how japanese is today)
Sunday, June 02, 2002
=/.....
*pokes the middle of her chest* ......something inside is missing....and i don't know what it is...it's like there is a big black hole in me....makes ashi sad =(
.......no titles take wings and fly to my mind at the moment....
kelsea.....i beg of you....keep the promise, please....
let's sum up friday and saturday...!
friday:
mommy yells at me.
after, we watch zoog movie.
i sleep in closet!
saturday:
in day, chill at home.
night, i watch dance performance.
now, i miss ballet. =(
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