Most people have dreams in their youth that get shattered or worn down with age. They find themselves disappointed by people, events, reality, which cannot match their youthful ideals. Ideal Lovers thrive on people's broken dreams which become lifelong fantasies. You long for romance? Adventure? Lofty spiritual communion? The Ideal Lover reflects your fantasy. He or she is an artist creating the illusion you require. In a world of disenchantment and baseness, there is limitliess seductive power in following the path of the Ideal Lover.
Symbol: The Portrait Painter. Under his eye, all of your physical imperfections disappear. He brings out noble qualities in you, frames you in a myth, makes you godlike, immortalises you. For his ability to create such fantasies, he is rewarded with great power.
ah, i haven't dreamed of such good times since.....well.....the dark times.......such dreams these are, such wonderful dreams....
oh my.....the end of december already?! ee! such little blogging this month......gomen ne..! ^_^;; everyone and everything has been busy busy busy.....midterms....*sigh* .....hard, easy, bad and fun, depending on what one you're talking about.....studing.....that was intresting.....middle school play was fun and resting.....winter break so far has been fun, and very very intresting and odd.....i like it though....^_^....i've been using my virtual pc to play my old pc games on my mac.....woo! i have no life! i make the little dude push around fruit all day! what a great way to spend 2 or 3 hours.....push the blocks and get the cherries...! ^_^.....and build cities using the old-school sim city 2000....ah, the simple days of simulation games....what joy! joy joy joy joy joy......^_^.....woo....happy yule everyone, even though it's a little late, happy holidays, and merry x-mas....! ^_^
"you know, if you eat too many penguins, you'll get a boner on stage.." "what....0.0! ....hey, wait.....haven't you had a bunch too?" "um.....*looks away*" ~conversation in the tech booth between two guys in the show~
so.....it's been a little too long since i've posted, eh? heh..^_^;; .....damn things have been busy.....tuesday was hard to come back to school on after the long weekend....but, eh, things were alright.....band performed in the mall that night, and it was nice....i felt really good inside that night, it was great.....even though not many people were sitting down and listening that wern't related to the band, people clapped and i played well, so it felt nice...^_^ wed. was a short dance night....lots of rehearsing.....thurs. was pretty difficult....long classes....ugh....long rehersal with being in the dance and doing tech for it.....ugh.....and needing to start/finish my geometry project due the next day....*sigh* .....difficult.....but i did it all.....even though my skirt fell off in the middle of my dance, and my geometry project could have been a little longer on the written part, i did it.....on friday, all my classes felt soooooooooo much longer than normal.....i just wanted the day to be over so i could go up to the booth and worry about tech and dancing instead of participating in class....ever since we started doing tale of sinuhe in history, i haven't been participating in class at all....i have nothing to really say, i mean.....what the hell can you say on a boring story about a guy who goes to a new country, and then goes home? he was better than the teachings of vizer photep though...i'm so very happy that we don't have to do that in class.......anyway....friday night performance rocked, no doubt about it......great dancing/performing and great tech.....when i got home though....i was so tired.....too much this week...so i slept for over 11 hours....i felt so good when i woke up...^_^ ....i did almost nothing today...i couldn't think at all.....i was going from room to room all day...(sorry people i was talking to on aim! >.<) .....and now i'm hungry because i didn't even really eat.....but i did some laundry, and took a shower, and did some of the history reading.....eh.....still pretty unproductive....went a little early tonight to the theater...tech tonight was alright....a mistake that was my fault, and a larger mistake that was my replacement's (while i was on stage) fault.....the dancing was good though, and the lights were good, even when i had to fill in while my replacement was on stage.....heh, garrett and i switched back and forth..^_^;;; .....but it was fun, and i got to hang out with some people up in the tech booth before the shows each night, and i even snuck in a quick game of cards during intermission friday night.....oh, and kelsea, kelsea rocked my costume world for this....both nights, she was up there when i needed her, helping me get on my cosutme and making sure that my skirt would stay on....thankies soo much kelsea-san....^_^ .....so.....oh yeah! tomorrow, tuesday, thurs, friday, saturday, and sunday are all middle school play practices/performances......so i get to go to that this week.....no dance though this week, so that makes it easier....? ...hehe...i love it though,i really do.....and...
Happy B-day Preo! ^_^
brr...cold....! =/ ...it's getting to be a nice cold winter.....*sigh* ....it's not late....but i'm tired from all this, and i need to be up early tomorrow to do most of my hw that i was going to do today but didn't....^_^;; ...*hugs for everyone* ^_^