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Thursday, February 27, 2003
blegh.....sickness....
so.....king of pain is over....=/.....but it was a super fun show ^_^ ....i had a great time working on it....it was a nice two weeks. the math test that i talked about in my last (substancial) post went pretty well.....so now i have an 82% in the class....^_^......with 4 more days of school until this quarter ends...i really hope i can pull it up a few more percent.....if i get stuck at an 82, i'll.....who knows. but it's an unacceptable grade for an ashi....a b would be fine, a b+ would be absolutly wonderful, but a b-?! no.....i can't deal with that.....and then i couldn't be at the banquet, ne? so i'm gonna really work hard this next comming week and hopefully i'll do well.......at least i don't really have any problems in any other class except for math....anyway.....this week was winterum....of course, being the smart ashi that i am.....ashi goes to first day of winterum....feels alright, but not super good.....then, the next morning gets sick, and ashi is sick for the rest of winterum....*sigh*....oh well.....at least it was during winterum instead of school.....but i did want to go to winterum....=/
so i thought a lot when i was sick....i didn't really get enough of a fever until today to have delusional crazy dreams...and wow....i found something within myself that i didn't know was there....and i realized....how little time i have left on this island...i mean, dosn't upper school seem like it'll go on forever? but look.....it's going to be 4th quarter in a week....last year it took forever for the year to pass....compared to this year....it really does seem that we just got back from freshman orientation...where did everything go? .....i'm not ready to be a sophmore yet, i'm still adjusting to being a freshman! i don't want everything to change agian...i still want to live in 8th grade forever.....*sigh* ......i don't think i want to keep this snippit.
Thursday, February 20, 2003
Tuesday, February 11, 2003
alright, so this isn't super important.....but it's time for some song lyrics!
~By Dir En Grey
I don't care if I lose this rotted, withered body
we loved each other forever, but...
I want to see your joyful face, always
so that you would love me like this forever,
I reach for the capsule that was always locked inside inside this desk
if I take this, we can kiss forever...
ive been without you so long since then, the days since drowned in sorrow
one by one I bid farewell to those around me,
but to you, sleeping silently I softly give a kiss
I've been living out these old days without you,
my memories pain me, from them the curtain opened
the flowers we had raised reflect that time as well
they bloom in full so beautifully near you, don't they?
even my single moment of joy pains me, on this long night
with this cold knife of eternal sleep, i...
Sunday, February 09, 2003
and once again, welcome to the ashi and friends show! *applause* ......*sigh*
so....i haven't blogged in awhile, due to.....who knows? i was going to the other night....but then i fell asleep before i could....i was really tired this weekend....eh....and this next week....^_^! hell week for king of pain....i can't wait! ^_^ .....as much as a pain it is when it eats up all of my time...i still really enjoy it....oh...today i went to the mall....got stuff for v-day...yesterday....didn't do too much....made cookies...woke up late....went to bed early...eh, i'm not that intresting...got lots of manga at the mall today as well....very happy ashi ^_^. i've been doing better in school this last week...maybe all the cleaning i've been doing has gotten some negative energy out of my room....? although i still have a bunch of cleaning to finish....next weekend or tonight after homework....no where really inbetween...=P i'm feeling pretty good....i feel very peaceful inside..very very nice. anyway....enough crap...lets talk about the future! math test on wed....i'm gonna study so damn hard....because if i don't do well on this one...that's it for me.....*sigh*....
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